So I don't want to do that.
Instead, I've been thinking a lot about what kind of memory I want to leave, when I am no longer breathing. How I want to be remembered. As a friend, as a daughter, a fiancee, a sister.
There are a lot of things I pride myself on. Loyalty. Ambition. Optimism.
But mostly kindness.
So there it is. Someday, when I am dead and gone from this place, I want to be remembered as being kind.
"The best portion of a good man's life, his little, nameless, unremembered acts of kindness and love".